So I’m trippin lately, so much is going on that I wish had never happened. There’s nothing I could’ve done to prevent it either. Thats what floors me. People really amaze me. Part of it is terrifying what people are like, and the other part breaks my heart. As far as I am aware, I’ve never done anything to hurt the people I love, even if they didn’t love me, which apparently was the case in my situation. The place that was once my home is now the place I fear the most. And I hate it. I’ve never been put in the situation where I was the outcast, where I was the one people hated. The worst part is, I never did ANYTHING… and if I have no one will be mature enough to communicate it to me. I almost vomited from the anxiety that I felt tonight. I don’t want this to affect my relationship with my father. I don’t even know what to do anymore. Girls have their own language, and I saw fightin words tonight. I really feared I would be physically harmed tonight. And it didn’t help that the person who I know would do anything to protect me was absent. Things are getting tougher than ever. And I’m afraid to say fear is beginning to take over.
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